| hmmm what can i say |
[Aug. 31st, 2007|06:12 pm] |
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Life hasn't been special. I am single once again but thats nothing new. Works has been draining and i have been sleeping alot more. I am pissed about that cuz lately i feel lazy. I hope things will get better. I wonder when all this is going to be worth it. |
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| Life in general |
[Aug. 1st, 2007|10:59 am] |
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Yesterday was the most crappiest day in awhile. One both of my roomies were fighting and then my g/f and I are fighting still. I don't know what to do anymore. One choice is moving but still won't solve anything. I wish my g/f was not being a butt this.... it made it seem like we are broke but i don't know anymore. I love her which makes it hurt. |
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| hey there... gals and guys |
[Jul. 22nd, 2007|04:34 pm] |
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Its the evilness that is known as me. I am back. I want to let everyone know that life has been going better. I have a girlfriend but the only problems i have that i want to go on a vacation to visit her but right now money is slim... i am hoping about my income tax. I love her. I hope things are going to get better. I hope everyone else is doing good... well more up dates later... adios amigos and amigas |
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[Apr. 14th, 2006|11:50 pm] |
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Oh yeah if anyone wants to know about mm...its an online game based of text basically its boring but what else is there...my name on there is Spokend.
I AM THE GREAT CHINESSE BITING MONKEY FROM HELL AND YOU ALL MUST FEAR MY PURPLE NINJA MONKEY CLAN...MUWHAHAHAHA |
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| the Chinesse bitting Monkey is back....fear for your lives |
[Apr. 14th, 2006|11:30 pm] |
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Hello you all i have been away for awhile now cuz of life and that the fact that me and Jessica aren't an item now. I am doing good and working hard. I hope ppl aren't mad at me. I lost my place to live so i am staying with my new g/f right now until i get the money for a place of my own. I hopefully will be able to get one here sooner or later. well things have been okay. I lost most of my friends cuz of the fact that my roomie wanted to make me out to be the bad guy. I hope things are going to be okay for now. I stressed to the max with work alot.
Your friend,
Spokend...or else the chinesse bitting monkey from hell |
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| This will be my update about life....but how do you heck change your layout? |
[Dec. 24th, 2005|12:03 pm] |
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Hey everyones...The monkey is back for awhile. I have been gone considering life issues but i rather not getting into that.... Officially i am dating a co-worker from work. She is a fun person to be with. Life is going grand. Rosey and I are still friends or atleast i am going to try to be without over doing it... i lost one of my friends cuz of that i guess. Oh well. Well tommorrow is christmas. I haven't been playing materia magica or ff games in awhile. I have been spending most of my time with her which she doesn't have a problem with. I don't get it though why does she like me? Life is going good right now. Work suxs cuz they are cutting hrs now lol oh well jobs is a job. I will be getting a raise hopefully soon here though. I hope everyone has a Merry Christmas. If ya ever want to hit me up my number is 620-728-0305.... my counseling fee is 20 dollars...gotta pay the bills ya know...j/k But if ya ever need someone to talk to... i am always around or good at getting back.
Mike AKA Spokend |
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| Hello |
[Nov. 14th, 2005|08:04 pm] |
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Sorry i haven't been on here much...i don't even know if ppl read these though. Life is going good though I finally got the ps2 and been playing ffX and kicking some tail and taking names and on top of that i am ressurecting spokend and getting back into materia magica. Happy Thanksgiving to whoever reads this. I hope to hear from everyone.
Comment will ya ppl? and How do i heck make more friends this? |
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| Life |
[Nov. 3rd, 2005|05:22 pm] |
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So tired and i miss someone...oh well its good that she is going though cuz she will be able to get her life back on track...i love her. I already had fuss with my decision with a couple of friends but oh well life is a risk so you must be up to take the risk or be a pansy...oh well college here i come next fall. |
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| World War 3 |
[Nov. 1st, 2005|06:24 pm] |
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Hmmm its been world war with my roomie this month...yesterday he blamed me for the computer problems that he has when he should just get a computer to replace it cuz its so ancient that its going to go any moment but he won't...he won't even save up some money for it. All he does is spend it on things. I might be going to Alambama for the next upcoming fall semster....i'll go to somewhere down there...i haven't decided though...for three reason...one is Jessica two is my need to get out of the state and three if my problems are going to be solve i have to get back into college yes i know i am taking risks but hey life is risk...anyone got any advice i would apperciate it....but no one knows besides jessica that i am doing this....i know it won't be taken lightly. |
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| i lost my mind |
[Oct. 28th, 2005|08:53 pm] |
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If someone saw my mind plz return it to me...my g/f is driving me nuts with different languages ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....i can't believe i an involved with a fued between friends. so many things bukt you know what i still think life has been good cukz i am with someone that i love.
I hope every day that i will get married to her for real...but future and timme will tell that one. until then i am taking it a day at a time and a week at a time
okay for my services it's going to cost 6 bucks...kidding |
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| i just wish i was more than human |
[Oct. 13th, 2005|10:56 pm] |
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I am happy for my roomie's new emmaus site. I just hate to say this...but it does more harm than good for him. Right now less work is even getting done which means less money. I know that he gets more calls than what he makes it seem cuz i check the messages one day and ppl have been calling for a week or more trying to reach him. He stays up late doing this site which makes him sleep all day. Sooner or later his brother will fire him. He thinks his job is secured but honestly i don't know. If i was a boss i would of fired him a few dozen months ago. I used to work for him. I know that his volume should be higher if he puts the time into it. He is having more play than work which means less income for him....which means less income for my other roomie and I cuz we have to help out covering his butt on other things. I wish he would understand that he will have to balance this one day. I just hope he realizes this before he gets married cuz his g/f i know won't put up with this stuff. Right now we are on a crappy computer and everything...he's getting 2500 dollars for a new server. If he works, he could make that much in no time. I hate the fact that he uses most of his time for this website. I hate him trashing my church that i once attended and grew up there. I hate it that it seems that if you don't go to KBC or Emmaus that your workhless. Thats how he makes me feel sometimes. Worthless...unwanted...useless...thats how i feel sometimes with him talking to me. He makes it seem like all this is great and grand. The church i attend right now seems like more for him than me...cuz it seem like all i hear about is Doug this and that....i wish i was somewhere else now. I have no where else to go though.... What am i suppose to do...i can't handle feeling like scum. |
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| Purpose of Friends |
[Oct. 12th, 2005|06:26 pm] |
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To be a friend....you have to stick with them through thick and thins. You have to be the one to tell them things that might hurt them though it tears you up inside. You must stand side by side with the person. You must go through the worse of times with them and be happy for them at the best of times.
I would be dead if it wasn't for my friends.... I thank God for them every day. I thank God for the one that i love every day too.
I would go to the ends of the earth for her and bac |
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| Struggles |
[Oct. 10th, 2005|11:21 pm] |
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Sometimes in life you do have struggles and you do have trials.. of course you can disagree with ones that you love, but honestly thats life in general. I had my first arguement with my girlfriend. I know that there will be more...but i love her still very much so. I want her to be happy...but at the same time i want to be happy myself...and she does make me happy. She is my angel...she is one person that keeps me going. I love her. |
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[Oct. 8th, 2005|12:07 am] |
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Demonhunter says:
Rose, i love you
Rosey/Rosanna says:
I love you too,Michael
Demonhunter says:
your love reminds me that there's something worht fighting for in this world even if its a losing fight
Rosey/Rosanna says:
www *cries happy tears*
Demonhunter says:
your love is the only thing that keeps me going some days
Demonhunter says:
your love is always there...constant and strong cheering me on when things seem so hard
This is how love is. This is how love is suppose to be. I love my Jessie. I love her most execpt for God. I love you more than him.
I hope life will be better. I hope to be with her one day. But until then her love is always with me and my love is always with you. |
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| Work and Love |
[Oct. 4th, 2005|05:54 pm] |
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Right now i am working at a place that doesn't pay any good or anything. I am so tired lately that ain't even funny cuz i been working so much. I work cuz i want a better life and whoever i am with. I love them and i guess i am somewhat old fashion but i guess thats how i raised that the guy does it all and makes the money. I hope that i can live up to what i expect. I love this girl very much and i want to give her everything that she deserves. I thought thats what love is all about. |
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| Life in General |
[Oct. 2nd, 2005|04:12 am] |
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Okay first off Jessica is the one that suggests that i use this. I just got home from a long day so basically. I work but the job i do is not great its far from great but it's better than nothing. My roomie says that i should be happy with this job when i know i can do better. My girlfriend is suggesting that i move away from everything which is very tempting cuz of issues with an ex wife around here. I don't know what to do cuz of money. I would love to leave but at the same time i am scared that i might not make it out on the own. So what should i do....this is the question that bugs me alot. |
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